March 21, 2005

tigers under glass


tigers under glass
Originally uploaded by fallsroad.

on the lam from siegfried and roy, i found them lounging in the front display window of the local Salvation Army store. big place full of everyone else's stuff, an amazing array of castoffs and oddities.

these were the best thing they had going, and the only thing behind the glass tagged "Display Only."

i so wanted them for the living room.


March 15, 2005

More fiction

Another, more pointed look at the fake news story.

Remember those fake video news reports the Bush administration has been distributing to local television stations? Back in February, the Government Accountability Office warned federal agencies to stop pushing the phony news reports on the grounds that continuing to do so would amount to the distribution of domestic propaganda in violation of federal law.

That might have been the end of the matter, but the Bush administration has other ideas. Last week, budget director Josh Bolten and a Justice Department lawyer named Steven Bradbury issued their own opinion about the fake news stories. Their conclusion: The GAO is wrong, and the fake news reports are perfectly legal. Moreover, as the Washington Post reports today, Bolten and Bradbury said that legal advice for the executive branch is supposed to come not from the Government Accountability Office but from the Justice's Office of Legal Counsel.

That would be the same Office of Legal Counsel that issued a legal memorandum in August 2002 defining torture out of existence and opining that the president's commander-in-chief power gives him authority to defy federal law in the name of national security -- and the same Office of Legal Counsel that retracted that memo in December 2004, just in time for Alberto Gonzales' confirmation hearings.

Full story.

Fiction triumphs over reality

If there was any doubt remaining that the Shrubites create their own reality, put it to rest. Today administation officials announced they are disregarding a ruling by the GAO that the fake video news packages constructed by PR firms on behalf of Shrub and foisted on local news broadcasts as "news" are at best unethical.

Instead, the Shrubiies intend to continue with the practice, in which these pro-administration policy ads are aired without any disclosure about their origin or purpose.

Then at the mid-day briefing, Press Secretary Scott McClellan officially confirmed that the White House is blowing off the Government Accountability Office's finding that prepackaged administration video news releases constitute illegal covert propaganda.


See Dan Froomkin's story here.

March 14, 2005

keys to your kingdom


keys to your kingdom
Originally uploaded by fallsroad.

car keys.

the ultimate expression of personal freedom in America, the symbol of mobility, ability; an extension of the individual. with a car many things are possible - travel, shopping, hauling, visiting or just plain driving for the pleasure of it. we take cars for granted - if you don't have one you are somehow deficient - and we've largely forgotten how powerful they are.

my wife has a car, a modest vehicle that gets her where she needs to go - work, school, errands, visits with friends and family. it's utility is undeniable. there is a faux-sportiness about it, and the color - blackberry - is quite pleasing to the eye. i know that car backwards and forwards with only one minor detail - i haven't a clue what it is like to drive it.

i have what is termed these days a "seizure disorder", known more widely as "epilepsy", once known as "having fits". my brain does not function correctly, prone to electro-chemical misfiring that renders it chaotic, unusable, dysfunctional. during these neurological meltdowns i may fall to the ground and shake violently, sit in a chair and stare off into space, drooling, or wander panicked around the house sniffing the air for a scent that exists only in my inside-out mind.

the aftermath of these seizures covers a range. at the minimum i am exhausted and confused when i come to or am forced to wake up. my muscles will be sore, my head in the thrall of a serious pounder, speech heavily slurred, thought largely impossible. if i'm really lucky i'll still have the smell of burning wire or insulation in my nose, and the taste of hot metal in my mouth, both by-products of the seizures involving that nonexistent smell. a long period of sleep is required for me to function at even the most rudimentary level.

the permanent effects become more pronounced as the seizures continue. my short term memory is a mess, i'm very forgetful, and while speaking or writing i'll lose words, and i mean lose them so completely i'll have to find another way to speak/write my thought. i'm prone to sudden exhaustion, sleep poorly, and my temper has become short, too short, which is hard on rachel. coupled with my instant forgetfulness, i've started quite a few needless arguments based on the fruits of a faulty memory.

my first seizure occurred when i was 20 years old - not exactly rare, but not that common. as far as i know it was not the direct result of a brain injury, though my left frontal lobe does show two very small areas of scarring. it is not known whether or not this has any relation to the seizures, though the only one caught during eeg monitoring originated from that same lobe. i have been medicated on and off for the last twenty years with no real success. presently, i am at the end of the medication road, taking my current prescription as much to satisfy my neurologist (an excellent doctor - high praise from someone like me) as to control seizures. my longest period without seizures was eighteen months, during which time i was not taking any meds at all. the pace, variety, and severity of the seizures has increased over the years.

the treatments left to me are all invasive, requiring surgical testing to determine my fitness for the procedures themselves. "it's only brain surgery" my doctor cracks in his deadpan way. for the time being i'm unprepared to risk the possible loss of function, which varies wildly depending upon which parts of the brain must be removed. perhaps walking won't be possible, or speech, there may be memory loss, and so forth.

so for the indeterminate future i have to find a way to get along with a brain and body prepared to betray me without a seconds warning. i cannot leave the house by myself. fear of having seizures in public or finding myself appearing stupid because my memory has chosen an inopportune moment to abandon me keeps me at home. so does the sheer danger of walking around by myself and the potentially fatal possibilities of having a seizure while crossing the road or using the stairs, or any of a dozen other scenarios. rachel works and goes to school, so i'm pretty much on my own, essentially house bound.

the immobility may be somewhat alleviated in months to come. i am applying to an organization called Paws With A Cause, a non profit that raises and trains working dogs to aid the disabled and chronically ill. for epileptics there are seizure response dogs which can be trained to respond in a variety of ways depending upon the nature of the seizures the person experiences. this can include staying with me, trying to awaken me, bringing the phone so i can call for help, and monitoring me as i move about the house, or go outside. in the outside world the dog can help me get around, blocking me before i walk into objects, go down stairs, cross the street. once given a command (something i would not be able to do during a seizure) the dog would allow me to proceed. it would also be able to alert strangers to my status, and carry a cell phone pre-programmed with my wife's phone number as well as my meds.

the application process has only begun, and i don't know if i will be approved nor how long it will all take, but this could be my set of keys to the kingdom.

of course, even with the dog at my side, i still won't be able to drive. :)

March 11, 2005

Bread & Cake

In short, they are stealing bread from the mouths of the poor and stuffing cake into the maws of the wealthy.


Joe Conason has them dead to rights.

March 5, 2005

False complexities

Talking Points Memo has a succinct way of describing the Social Security debate:

But the terms of this debate are actually pretty straightforward. The president and his supporters want to get the government out of the Social Security business by ending guaranteed benefits. It's really as simple as that. Not complicated. They'll put in its place some system of private accounts where you can save money on your own. And if it works out, great. If it doesn't, it's your problem.

Social Security is about spreading out the risk and the security by having near-universal participation in one program. That's what it is. You pay in through the course of your working years and after you retire you receive your guaranteed benefit every month for the rest of your life. It is that issue of guarantee -- which, in its nature, only a program like Social Security can provide -- which the president and his supporters are trying to do away with, either all at once or in stages.


Full post.

February 26, 2005

All those lies


The Rovians in the Shubministration are hard at work again ,spending your tax dollars on advertising campaigns to convince you that Social Security is in a crisis, and will be bankrupt by next Tuesday. The SSA itself is entering into PR contracts with private firms for the express purpose of creating ads and campaigns to fan the flames and jam privatization down our collective throats.

What those ads will fail to tell you is that privatization amounts to nothing more than a massive transfer of public wealth into private hands - but not your hands. It's another sick installment in the never ending saga to kill the one program that actually works as it's intended to.

Joe Conason talks about it.

Gee, what a suprise.


This is the sort of thing we reap from the seeds of religious privatization.


Panelists in FDA drug vote tied to makers

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Feb. 25, 2005 | Washington -- Ten members of the Food and Drug Administration advisory panel who voted that a group of powerful pain killers should continue to be sold had ties to the drug makers, an advocacy group says. A study by the Center for Science in the Public Interest indicates that 10 of the 32 panel members had ties to either Pfizer Inc. or Merck & Co., ranging from consulting fees and speaking honoraria to research support.

The FDA issued a statement saying it screened members of the panel for conflicts of interest. "This transparent process requires the agency to carefully weigh any potential financial interest with the need for essential scientific expertise in order to protect and advance the public health," the agency said.

After three days of hearings on the drugs, known as Cox-2 inhibitors, the panel voted 31-1 to keep Pfizer's Celebrex on the market, 17-13 with 2 abstentions in favor of Pfizer's Bextra and 17-15 that Merck's Vioxx should be allowed back on sale.

Merck pulled Vioxx from the market Sept. 30 after heart problems were reported in some users. Similar questions were later raised about the other two drugs, prompting the FDA to call the advisory panel to look into the matter.

Since drug companies fund many studies it is not unusual for researchers to have ties to manufacturers, though some have questioned the practice.

The transcript, including the votes by the individual members of the panel, has not yet been posted by the FDA. However, a copy obtained by The Associated Press indicated that the 10 panel members in question voted 10-0 in favor of keeping Celebrex and Bextra available and 9-1 in favor of allowing Vioxx to be brought back onto the market.

Without those ballots the vote would have been 13-7 in favor of withdrawing Bextra and 14-8 to keep Vioxx off sale.

The industry ties of the panel members were first reported Friday by The New York Times.

Courtesy Salon.com

February 7, 2005

The quick and the dead


In their zeal to stomp on file trading, a deceased woman who never owned a computer in her life was sued for file sharing by the RIAA. This tops the suing of a 12 year old girl last year.

Long live rock and roll!



Round Two


David Kay, weapons inspector extraordinaire, has penned an op-ed column in today's Washington Post drawing parallels between the incubation period prior to the Iraq invasion, and the noises the Shrubites are making about Iran.

There is an eerie similarity to the events preceding the Iraq war. The International Atomic Energy Agency has announced that while Iran now admits having concealed for 18 years nuclear activities that should have been reported to the IAEA, it is has found no evidence of a nuclear weapons program. Iran says it is now cooperating fully with international inspections, and it denies having anything but a peaceful nuclear energy program.

Vice President Cheney is giving interviews and speeches that paint a stark picture of a soon-to-be-nuclear-armed Iran and declaring that this is something the Bush administration will not tolerate. Iranian exiles are providing the press and governments with a steady stream of new "evidence" concerning Iran's nuclear weapons activities. Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice has warned that Iran will not be allowed to use the cover of civilian nuclear power to acquire nuclear weapons, but says an attack on Iran is "not on the agenda at this point." U.S. allies, while saying they share the concern over Iran's nuclear ambitions, remain determined to pursue diplomacy and say they cannot conceive of any circumstance that would lead them to use military force. And the press is beginning to uncover U.S. moves that seem designed to lay the basis for military action against Iran.

Full article

January 27, 2005

Cockfighting With Boxing Gloves.


Oklahoma voted to ban cockfighting in 2002, a rare display of political and social wisdom in this state. Now a state senator is making a mockery of the ban, while trying to find a way to reverse or amend it.


OKLAHOMA CITY (Reuters) -- An Oklahoma senator hopes to revive cockfighting in the state by putting tiny boxing gloves on the roosters instead of razors.


Story at CNN.

AP News

January 21, 2005

Where Old Computers Go To Die


Computers are great - I have two that currently function. My main rig, about a year and a half old and sporting a number of pieces of added hardware, and my old rig, a Gateway Pentium II 233, purchased in 1997. It is about to assume new duties as my wife's graduate studies computer. I'm happy to be able to get more life out of it, and honestly a little surprised it still turns on.

Lurking in the corners of my office are less fortunate machines, computers given to me when they no longer functioned as their masters demanded of them. These I took in with a clear eye to salvaging what I could and making at least one working box out of the mess. After much puzzling over the cause of their distress, I concluded they were not worth the cost to buy the parts to repair. So, now what?

Computers are disgusting when it comes to the materials that make up their electronic and mechanical parts. In that box on your desk, behind the glowing screen of your monitor, lurks a hazardous waste problem most of us never even think about.

Well, I have to now. Out in my den is a box that has the skeletal remains of two computers, packed up tight and ready to go. Dell offers a program that costs a small fee ($5.00 - $15.00) for pick up and recycling of properly packaged computers. HP and IBM also do this sort of thing, and there are organizations springing up to try and deal with the growing stream of not only unwanted computers, but old electronics generally, as Americans rush to purchase the latest and greatest computer, stereo, TV, cell phone, PDA, etc.

Now all I have to do is pry that nominal fee from my tightly clenched fist and get the process started. :)



January 20, 2005

Picasa 2


Google purchased Picasa and has now released version 2 of the free photo editing and organizing software. I've been scanning a ton of pictures lately and adding new ones off a new digital camera, so Picasa 2 came along at just the right moment for me.

First, the editing. Picasa isn't Photoshop, and thank God for that. Instead, it houses a number of powerful filters and effects behind a deceptively friendly interface. Controls are clearly labeled and their functionality readily apparent. Go ahead and try them out - Picasa allows each added edit to be removed in a stepped regression. The original is never over written by the program - you can only make the effects permanent by saving the edited picture as a copy, exporting it to a new folder, or sending it via email to someone.

Using both scanned prints and digital pics, I was able to give Picasa a healthy workout. In all but a few cases, flaws in exposure or color balance could be corrected without giving the photo an unnaturally altered appearance. Those that vexed the program wound up in Corel, where the results were only marginally better after much tinkering.

Organization. Here Picasa really shines. Files can be organized into folders which can be grouped into collections. Individual pictures can be labeled (a la Gmail) and captioned, moved and copied between folders and collections. Picasa will scan all folders on your computer that you specify for picture files and create a database, and will do so in real time if you want. Individual folders and entire directories can be easily excluded. Collections can also be locked by passwords.

I found that using Picasa helped me find a bunch of image files I had forgotten about, most of them crap ready to be deleted, but a few were worth keeping. Bear in mind that Google now owns this company and software, for everything is searchable by a variety of keywords - very damn handy as your picture collection grows. Pictures can be emailed via your favorite email program or Gmail, and uploaded to your blog as well, if you have one.

There are many other features in the program, some of which took me some time to find. I've used dozens of freeware image programs, like Irfanview, XnView, and Poweralbums, but none of those are as flexible and integrated as Picasa. Using it in conjunction with Flickr, I can only say that there is a certain compatibility between the two. Perhaps Google is in the market for another acquisition? :)




January 16, 2005

Flickr


Still finding my way around, but Flickr is a pretty cool place to fritter and waste a few.


December 27, 2004

A Fine Rendition


Some things are cool when they happen in the movies. They are not when they actually occur in real life.

Jet Is an Open Secret in Terror War

By Dana Priest
Washington Post Staff Writer
Monday, December 27, 2004; Page A01

The airplane is a Gulfstream V turbojet, the sort favored by CEOs and celebrities. But since 2001 it has been seen at military airports from Pakistan to Indonesia to Jordan, sometimes being boarded by hooded and handcuffed passengers.

The plane's owner of record, Premier Executive Transport Services Inc., lists directors and officers who appear to exist only on paper. And each one of those directors and officers has a recently issued Social Security number and an address consisting only of a post office box, according to an extensive search of state, federal and commercial records.

Bryan P. Dyess, Steven E. Kent, Timothy R. Sperling and Audrey M. Tailor are names without residential, work, telephone or corporate histories -- just the kind of "sterile identities," said current and former intelligence officials, that the CIA uses to conceal involvement in clandestine operations. In this case, the agency is flying captured terrorist suspects from one country to another for detention and interrogation.

The CIA calls this activity "rendition." Premier Executive's Gulfstream helps make it possible. According to civilian aircraft landing permits, the jet has permission to use U.S. military airfields worldwide.

Since Sept. 11, 2001, secret renditions have become a principal weapon in the CIA's arsenal against suspected al Qaeda terrorists, according to congressional testimony by CIA officials. But as the practice has grown, the agency has had significantly more difficulty keeping it secret.

Full Article



December 24, 2004

Tightening the noose


Torture visited upon detainees at Guantanamo Bay, in Afghanistan and Iraq may have come from the very top of our government. I am not in the least surprised, though it does make me very angry.

Read on:

The two-page e-mail that references an Executive Order states that the President directly authorized interrogation techniques including sleep deprivation, stress positions, the use of military dogs, and "sensory deprivation through the use of hoods, etc." The ACLU is urging the White House to confirm or deny the existence of such an order and immediately to release the order if it exists. The FBI e-mail, which was sent in May 2004 from "On Scene Commander--Baghdad" to a handful of senior FBI officials, notes that the FBI has prohibited its agents from employing the techniques that the President is said to have authorized.

Another e-mail, dated December 2003, describes an incident in which Defense Department interrogators at Guantánamo Bay impersonated FBI agents while using "torture techniques" against a detainee. The e-mail concludes "If this detainee is ever released or his story made public in any way, DOD interrogators will not be held accountable because these torture techniques were done [sic] the ‘FBI’ interrogators. The FBI will [sic] left holding the bag before the public."


This story is far from over. The preponderance of evidence is closing in on those people in control of our government. Torture, death. Who are we really?

Full release.


December 23, 2004

Copycat


First: I am owned by cats. I have been so for most of my life, and a generally willing captive have I been. In all of those years I have lost many a furry friend to old age, disease, or accident. I miss all of them in some small way, and each new one to put his paw on my home has been no replacement, but a new friend to know and love.

I imagine I should be quite pleased that a private company is now in the business of cloning dead cats (and, they seem to hope, dogs soon as well) for a princely sum to be paid by their bereaved owners, or ownees, as the relationship dictates. Now a favorite pet never dies, it just goes away for a while and shrinks, then returns to loving arms and a familiar home.

But how familiar can it be? True, in most cases the clone looks like the original (not always - some clones can have completely different coats), but they are not the original. Cat behavior is a virulent combination of instinct and environment, and no two will ever be the same, no matter how closely the replication of conditions from the life of the original, and that of the clone. The pint-sized regeneration is not the same animal that once graced your house, decorating it in endlessly shed fur.

To the contrary, your cloned kitty is a poor imitation by all accounts - and it took many tries just to get one to last past six weeks alive. The new little one will also grow up to have significant and nagging health problems, and probably a considerably shorter life span. Is this really worth it?

I ask this question not in monetary terms, but emotional ones. We invest a lot of ourselves into our pets - they are our unquestioning friends, companions, and playmates. When they pass, it hurts. Sometimes we never really get over it, and a new pet seems the last ting we might want. I've known some folks who lost a close animal friend and couldn't bear to ever bring home another.

There exists a larger issue within this pet cloning business, that of cloning itself. The implications of pet cloning are daunting when the focus shifts to human beings. The bereavement involved in losing a loved family member, be it child, spouse or relative far outstrips that of a pet, and the desire to being that person "back to life" could be overwhelming, even if the clone carries none of the personality traits of its parent. Another logical, if repulsive extension of human cloning is the possibility of cloning persons bred for specific purposes - to do certain dangerous or undesirable jobs, act as house servants, etc.

What would the legal status of a clone be? Other people have thought this through with more clarity and comprehension than I am capable of doing, but that furry little beast unleashed in Texas is a real eye opener.

Full article

December 22, 2004

Polishing Of The Shrub


Shrub learns to lie with a little more grace. He also learns not to talk to himself so frequently. A step forward? Another revelation of his dysfunction?

As he fielded questions on everything from Iranian nukes to presidential personnel, the often blunt and plainspoken president employed the full range of artful dodges.

Qualifications for a director of national intelligence? "I'm going to find somebody who knows something about intelligence," Bush disclosed.

Timeline for Iraq? "We'd like to achieve our objective as quickly as possible."

Vladimir Putin's turn toward autocracy? "If we disagree with decisions, we can do so in a friendly and positive way."

When the subject turned to Social Security, the president made clear that questions about his views on the subject were strictly out of bounds -- as when CNN's John King asked why Bush wasn't talking about "tough measures" such as raising the retirement age or cutting benefits.

"Now the temptation is going to be, by well-meaning people such as yourself, John, and others here as we run up to the issue, to get me to negotiate with myself in public," Bush said. Saying he was trying to "condition" reporters, he added: "I'm not going to negotiate with myself and I will negotiate at the appropriate time with the law writers, and so thank you for trying."

When another questioner asked Bush to make his case for personal Social Security accounts, a wary Bush sought to suppress the negotiator within. "Yeah, I will try to explain how without negotiating with myself," he began.

The resourceful Edwin Chen of the Los Angeles Times pointed out that Bush had already negotiated with himself by ruling out benefit cuts for retirees and near-retirees, then asked Bush to define "near-retired."

The president saw through this plea for self-negotiation. "Yeah, well, that's going to fall in the negotiating-with-myself category," he said.

For all the bobbing and weaving, yesterday's news conference hinted at an emerging new style for Bush. In his first 45 months in office, he had 15 full-fledged news conferences, fewer than any other postwar president. Bush, a stickler for discipline, didn't want to make unintended news, or to be embarrassed by an unexpected question, as when he was asked what his biggest mistake had been. But since his reelection, Bush has had two news conferences in as many months.

Bush is finding that, with some careful deflection of questions, he can hold a nearly hour-long news conference without serious gaffes or unintentionally making news. At times, his bluntness got the better of him, as when he acknowledged that "we don't have much leverage with the Iranians right now."

At one point, Bush deflected with psychoanalysis. Asked about Defense Secretary Donald H. Rumsfeld's use of a signature machine on letters to the next-of-kin of slain soldiers, Bush testified that "I know Secretary Rumsfeld's heart."

And, when asked "where do you stand on regime change" in North Korea, he used the old debater's trick of rephrasing the question. "I'll tell you where I stand," Bush said. "I stand on continuing the six-party talks with North Korea to convince Kim Jong Il to give up his weapons."

When the inevitable question came about the doomed nomination of Bernard B. Kerik to be homeland security secretary, Bush deftly avoided any mention of Kerik's various personal problems and any hint that the White House's vetting process had failed.

"And so the lessons learned is: Continue to vet, and ask good questions," he said. Only the chuckle and shrug of the shoulders accompanying those words suggested there might be more to the story.


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